Intelligent deep people, please answer this, if you can comprehend and contemplate what I am talking about?

The subtle paradoxes of the Universe. Need/repel. Chase/run away. Are these balances a normal part of the Universe in all its duality or are they part of an Earth that is out of sync and in rebellion against the Universe. Humans specifically. Humans are not in harmony with the planet. The human condition is filled with much pain/sorrow hurt and ignorance yet there is also great joy and understanding. Obviously good/evil, joy/sorrow are part of the universal balance but the evil/sorrow seem to suspiciously outweigh the good/joy on the planet. The subtle paradoxes seem too sinister sometimes. I was given this but it cost me that, the very thing that if I would have had it, it would not have cost me. This is my question. Is humanity in a state of rebellion?